First time having gay sex with my boss, embarrased

First time having gay sex with my boss, embarrasedMy boss wrote this to me a few years after I did some really naughty things with him. I have always liked cock, but I'm not really attracted to men. That's probably why I prefer women and like she-males. I've always had a small cock and been very nervous about showing it, but now I know that people love small ones I really enjoy letting people experience my tiny todger, even making it even smaller with Adderall to make it into a tiny little clitty. But here comes his email. I hope you enjoy it.Your last vid clip made me very excited indeed. One with you putting something up your own in close-up so I could imagine it's my cock would be interesting... one or two of your own fingers, or maybe the neck of a beer bottle, then pull the bottle out so I can see your hole still open and stretched...I've accidentally deleted your last email with the video you made for me of your with you pushing your highly suckable balls and your very hard stiffy straight down (very sexy... made me want to gently take hold of it from behind you, bend it even further back between your legs and start sucking on it whilst gently stimulating your hole with my lubed finger or tongue - probably both - before I gently lay you down, lubricate my erect penis, foreskin and all, and fuck you slowly and deeply like I know you want me to...I'm just having a very horny, hot wank remembering the night after you and your young German friend came to see my band play in the West End, and you and I were walking back, very drunk, to the Flats up New Oxford street afterwards. You'd invited me back for coffee. (Did you ever have sex with the German boy, by the way? There was something quite sexy about him. I'd liked to have seen you two sucking each other's cocks. Did you ever want to have sex with him?) The street was deserted. I was wearing a tee-shirt and white tracksuit bottoms, and suddenly, without warning you stuck your hand down them on the street, pulled the waistband of my briefs open, and you took hold of my soft cock (lots of foreskin), and wouldn't let go of it until you had a hand full of suddenly very hot, pulsating hard-on. I was shocked (though obviously very very happy about this sudden development from you), and you said you were going to take me home and you wanted me to suck your cock and how you were going to suck mine.Having made me walk up the street with a painfully stonking hard-on, we got lucky and a taxi finally showed up. We sat in the back in silence, in the dark, and you put your hand down my pants again and you held the shaft of my cock whilst rubbing my foreskin and the tip of my cock with your thumb, then you started to gently, slowly wank me off. You actually got my cock right out in the back of the taxi. I had to stop you because my cock was going to explode, and the cab driver knew something was going on. It was very dangerous, and very, very erotic... When we got to the Flats you took me upstairs to those storage cupboards because your mum was in, and you rolled out a foam mattress and we had our first ever 69. My favourite position, in fact - You absolutely stark bollock fucking naked except for your white socks, pulling my pants down and yanking my trainers off, all those years of desire exploding as we lay on our sides sucking each other's cocks, and you forcefully pushed me over onto my back, climbed on top of me, took all my five and a half inch cock all the way into your mouth, and then you rammed your cock deep into my mouth, and I still remember the mind blowing experience of you, totally naked at last, fucking my mouth like a fucking a****l let off the leash at last, your balls slamming into my face as you pounded your rock-hard erection deep into my mouth, every so often forcing it right in all the way and holding it there for ages, the gorged end of your cock rammed right down the back of my throat so I couldn't breathe, and the amazing smell of your throbbing cock, the beautiful, musky smell of your hot, dangling bollocks, the taste and smell of your hot dripping-then-streaming pre-cum all over my face and lips, the beautiful, delicious smell of it, and me pulling your soft cheeks wide, wide apart so your anus was stretched slightly open (You moaned with pleasure when I did this and you went mad on my cock, wanking me very hard, pulling my foreskin all the way back so my entire cock-end was exposed, and me running my finger over your anus, feeling your anal sphincter relaxing and twitching and gripping my fingertip, then me lifting my head up, pulling you right down hard onto my face and smelling your unbelievably sexy, hot hole, which was finally being pushed by you onto my tongue. You pushed back and sat fully on my face, grinding your soft, slightly open, moist hole onto my tongue, my lips, all over my nose and face. It was one of the sexiest experiences I've ever had in my entire life, Martin. I want to taste the secret inside of you again. I also want to experience you drunk on lager, your soft cock swelling and growing in my mouth, and you letting your piss go, and feel you pissing in my mouth, your cock getting bigger and harder, and you pull it out of my mouth and finish pissing in my face, my chest, my cock and balls from your by now full-sized stiff dick as you start wanking in my face, the last of your piss flying all over my face, and your piss is replaced by your pre-cum as you wank harder and faster into my mouth until you start to come, your cock twitching, and you pull out of my mouth in the middle of your massive, exploding orgasm that just won't fucking stop, pints of it spunking in my face, rubbing your dripping cock all around my mouth, then you grab my head and force your penis all the way back in, still coming, throbbing and twitching, you fucking me in the mouth... Sadly you were still too nervous to let me do you properly that night in the flats, so I had to be content with pushing my tongue as deep inside you as I could. I so wanted to have the pleasure of letting you feel the full length of my erection pushed deeply, lovingly inside your body that night, the tip of it pressed hard on your prostate, feeling your spinchter closing hard around the shaft of my penis, you experiencing my hot semen spurting, flooding deep inside your hole like you've only ever dreamed of... but I'll also never ever forget finally tasting your most intimate secret that amazing night, you fucking sexy, horny bastard! I've shot gallons of spunk over the memory of that fantastic night. Writing this I've already had four wanks so far, and my cock is still throbbing thinking of what I'd like to do with you, and imagining what you want me to do for you.)You were totally into my foreskin, and you were running your tongue between my foreskin and the tip of my cock, then you'd pull your mouth off and wank me into your face and mouth, licking, tasting, sucking, then you'd slam your open mouth all the way down the shaft, and I could feel I was pushing into the very back of your throat. It was fucking mindblowing, and I wished it could have lasted forever, you utterly sexy, dirty, sly pervert!God, it was fucking sexy! Do you remember it? What do you remember from that night? That was the first time you ever shot your delicious, hot spunk into my mouth. I remember rimming you, and giving your gorgeous, stiff cock a long, hard sucking, and we masturbated each other until we fell asleep, naked, in each other's arms. I wish we'd been less drunk, as I think it would have been even better. You were still quite nervous, and you would only let me stick my tongue inside your gorgeous hole. I'd have fucked you then and there if you'd let me, but as you know, when you say you don't want it, I don't do it.Which memory of me is the sexiest for you? What memory of you and me always makes your cock stiff? What's your sexiest fantasy involving me, Martin? What would you want me to do for you? I really want to know.I also remember the first time I ever went to your house in Kensington the day after I met you in the shop. This was after I'd coached you to make sure you got the assistant's job. You showed me round your bedroom, and you nervously told me that you liked to lift the weights on your gym bench completely naked, and I almost had an orgasm on the spot. I remember looking at you and wishing I could untie your trainers, slip them off, unbutton your jeans, pull them right down with your cute little boxers, lay you on your bench, slip your jeans and underpants right off, and watch you lift your weights in nothing but those sexy white socks of yours, whilst I sucked your stiffy for you. I wanted you then and there. I was so shocked that you wanted to tell me that very, very private and totally homoerotic secret. I always wondered why you told me that after we'd met, what, two times? How the fuck did you know you could trust me? What did you think of me at that stage? You must have had an idea that you were sexually exciting me? Was it mutual? Did you have any wank fantasies after I left about me watching you? How early on in our friendship did I appear as part of your masturbation fantasies? Do you remember the day we met? What did you think of me? How soon after we met did the idea of me and you give you a hard-on? In answer to your previous questions, I love your cock because it's beautiful. I think it's a beautiful size. I don't like huge cocks, because you can't enjoy them properly without pain, even though occasionally it's very sexy to have a big one in your mouth. I think big cocks are hugely overrated. Smaller cocks are much, much sexier. I could imagine you fucking me, for example, if you wanted to, and it feeling really sexy. Huge cocks? No thanks. I know women like real monster cocks, and they make men feel inadequate nowadays. I like a perfect, average sized cock, and I think your cock is beautiful.Similarly, I know that when I finally get to fuck you with MY average sized cock you'll find it massively erotic and sensual, and not a painful experience, because my cock's nicely average, too. You are still a virgin up your bum, by the way.I love the taste of your cock, I love running my tongue around the rim of your helmet, I love that you can get your whole erection in my mouth right up to your beautiful balls, which I also like to suck. When your cock is soft and small I can get your cock and balls in my mouth, which I find incredibly fucking horny. I know you have some hangups about your cock, and I know you had a painful time because your circumcision wasn't done properly (I never saw your cock before you had it re-done. What was wrong with it?), but believe me, your cock is the cock I want most of all.So... I've given you lots to remember and think about. I really want you to answer all my various questions, so take your time, sexy lad, and share your feelings and memories with me, eh?Longing to taste your cock again,David xxxxxxxx